The doc says I have a hernia. *sigh*
No more 5k training for me, none at all. She says I must have loosened up the muscle even more while training and that it's a no go for me. She immediately gave me a referral to get a colonoscopy done because of my family background with cancer. She wants to make sure I don't develop any tumors in my colon and with them thinking I was blocked up she is taking no chances. After the colonoscopy I have to see her again and then I have to see my surgeon to get the hernia repaired. You know like fucking surgery AGAIN!!!!
I am soooooooo not feeling my body right now!!!! Didn't I just say this would be the first time in two years that I would not have to deal with being in the hospital during the holidays? I can't deal with this right now. I need a drink and I don't even drink like that. If I did drugs I'd probably be stoned right now but alas I don't do them either. So what vice is left hell, ah yeah gimme some cake, chips, cookies, pie, something!! I need to be comforted. But you know that is only going to make me feel worse than I already do right now. My stomach can't tolerate too much of that crap anymore.
Hell I'm just talking but I do want to go get under the covers right now cause I'm pissed off!!!!!!!!!!
I just wanna screaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!
AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!
Take me away Calgon!!!
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I felt every word of this post, Bunny. More pain, but you are strong... I know you'll get through it. I am praying for you, girl...
ReplyDelete*said thru tears* Thanks Lee
ReplyDeleteHe wouldn't give you more than you couldn't bear. I'll say you certainly have TEST in your TESTimony. You better shout it out! Do your victory dance now! Mind over matter. Hang in there. My head is bloody but not bowed!
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