Sunday, May 31, 2009

Tennis anyone?

Today Dollface and I went to the tennis club where she and some friends attempted to play a game. Key word, attempted!!!!!!!!

They were pretty funny but all in all they had a good time. Only a couple more weeks of school and summer break begins. She can hardly wait!!!!!!

Friday, May 29, 2009

E'rybody and dey mama love Disney

Yeah this heffa went to Disney World and she didn't even win the Superbowl lol!!!

Seriously, what was she thinking??? Damn that blaming a brotha shit. Heffa made that crap up and then took her daughter to the house of the mouse. *SMH*

I'm thinking girlfriend has got a case of postpartum blues but um I shole ain't no expert so don't quote me but why oh why did she have to make up a mad story about being kidnapped? Yeah her mind ain't right.

But what I really want to know is... did she get on the Teacup ride and did it make her throw up?


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Where are they?

I'm in the process of going through my spring and summer clothes and do you know I can not find my cute, cute, cute black sandals from last year. I think I gave them away by mistake when I was donating a bunch of stuff to charity last year.

I'm sooooooooo hurt. I loveded them shoes man!!!!!!!!!!

I have a couple of more places to look. I haven't tackled the closet in the play room and I haven't looked in this one storage bin up in the spare "junk" room.

I hope I find them, along with several other pairs of sandals too now that I'm thinking about it.

*Big ole huge heavy SIGH*


I found them!!!!!!!! Yay me!!!!!!!!

They were in the bin upstairs in the spare room.

Oh Happy Day!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Speaker series

You know I hang out with the old timers on Tuesdays at the hospital for my therapy and they crack me up baby!!! Today our speaker was ill and she cancelled so instead, we played Bingo for bucks!!! Soooooo funny!!!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Beautiful day!

I feel good again Thanking God for everyday miracles!!!

Love to all that prayed for a sista AGAIN!!!! Yall are the absolute bestest!!!!


***Edited to add***

It's me baby, live and in living color!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

chemo sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Um, a sista is still feeling poorly. No matter what I do, I can not get rid of this headache. The poison is definitely working cause I swear yall, damn, I feel awful!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow has got to be better!!!!

Two beautiful sunny days and I'm stuck in my own private hell!!!


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Day after chemo

Chemo #4 is over and done with, Praise Him!!! Only 2 more to go, Praise Him!!!!!!!

I feel like crap on a stick today, Praise Him!!!!!! I could feel like nothing and be dead huh? Still praising Him for everything because he is holding me steady throughout this whole ordeal.

Had some raisin toast and a chocolate Ensure, now I'm on my way back to bed cause the puke monster is trying to get me. UGH!!!!!!!

Tomorrow will be better and for that I'm grateful!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day

Yesterday mom and I went to a prayer breakfast at the place where she goes for exercise and bible study. Ooh I was soooooooo sleepy. I really am not a morning person so I had to drink a strong cup of coffee. You know them chuuch folk be makin' that strong azz coffee!!!! I needed it too LOL!!!

The breakfast was really good and the men of the church were in the kitchen. Don't cha just love a man that can cook?!

Today I went to church with mom. We go to different churches, same religion but different all the same. After church my brother grilled some chicken wings, drumsticks, turkey hotlinks and turkey burgers. I made some side dishes like mac-n-cheese, pole beans, corn cobbettes and hushpuppies. For dessert I made lemon blossoms, courtesy of D.een. To live for good and banana pudding.

Wishing all of you mothers out there a wonderful Mother's Day, whether you are a mother by birth or by heart *like me*, I honor and appreciate each and everyone of you!!!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Now what?

On Wednesday I went for genetic counseling and I was told that I have a strong possibility of carrying the gene that is synanamous with colorectal cancer. So they suggested that I take the test to assess it. Today while I was having my weekly labs I took that test as well and we will know the results in about two weeks. *sigh*

Once again I was told that cancer is not hereditary, that it is acquired.

Yall know how I feel about that acquired bs right?

Uh huh it still stands.

I have an 82% chance of carrying this fucked up gene.

I so am not trying to hear none of this mess!!!!!

But it's tripping me out big time.

I'm tired yall.

Just tired of all the tests and doctors and chemo.

I love my docs but I'm tired of going to the hospital every single week, sometimes 2 and 3 times a week.

I'm tired.

I am not giving up, oh helllllllllllzzzzzzzzz no.

I'm jus sayin'.

Keep ya girl in your prayers please.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Pretty Wings

I saw this video for the first time tonight and I have to say this man is sooooo talented!!! His voice is just so pure and I now understand why loves him so LOL!!!

Yeah he's awesome isn't he?

New fan onboard and that's the truth!