On Wednesday I went for genetic counseling and I was told that I have a strong possibility of carrying the gene that is synanamous with colorectal cancer. So they suggested that I take the test to assess it. Today while I was having my weekly labs I took that test as well and we will know the results in about two weeks. *sigh*
Once again I was told that cancer is not hereditary, that it is acquired.
Yall know how I feel about that acquired bs right?
Uh huh it still stands.
I have an 82% chance of carrying this fucked up gene.
I so am not trying to hear none of this mess!!!!!
But it's tripping me out big time.
I'm tired yall.
Just tired of all the tests and doctors and chemo.
I love my docs but I'm tired of going to the hospital every single week, sometimes 2 and 3 times a week.
I am not giving up, oh helllllllllllzzzzzzzzz no.
I'm jus sayin'.
Keep ya girl in your prayers please.