Melts my heart

I love this commercial soooooooo much!!! It takes me back to when I was a little girl and my daddy would spend so much quality time with me, just like this dad! Love, love, love it!!!




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJFJviX-q7E

Sweepstakes entry....

I'm trying to win a sweepstakes prize here and I have to put this up. I got my fingers and toes crossed for this one!

Music to my ears

My sweet little girly girl had her first recital the other day at school. You could tell she was nervous. Afterwards she told her mom she doesn't want to do violin next year. She wants to be in the dance group. *sigh*

I'm hoping her mom makes her stick with violin and not give it up because she was pretty good but you know I'm biased as hell.

I almost blew it!

While driving home today after leaving my primary care doctor's office (I was picking up a sample script) I suddenly remembered I needed to contact my oncologist to ask her could I bump up my chemo date. Yeah mom says try to do it a week before we go *sigh* so I can give myself 7 full days before getting on the plane. Anyways I totally forgot Dollface was in the backseat, listening intently too, I might add.

The convo goes a little something like this:

Me on the phone with the receptionist from the oncologists office.

Me: Hello this is Bunny Brown and I'd like to know if I can move my treatment date up from April 3rd to March 30th because I'm going out of town.

Receptionist: No you cannot go for treatment before your allotted time but you can go after your three weeks are up. So just call the hospital and set up the appointment for whenever you'd like as long as it is not before your three weeks are up.

Me: Ok Thank You very much.

Dollface in the back with THE saddest face in the world.

"You're going out of town?"

Me "D'oh!!"

I totally forgot she was in the car while I was on the phone so I lied and told her nope I'm not going out of town, I just wanted treatment earlier because I didn't want to go the day after my birthday. She was like, "Ooh you lied to your doctor, that wasn't nice."

I almost blew the damn surprise!!!

Only two more weeks left before we're outta here!!

Dollface

Dollface saw my hair, or lack of today and almost threw up! Honestly she gagged at first.

She told me with her beautiful brown eyes that she doesn't like it.

I told her I don't either.

She almost cried when she saw me then she said, "Can I come and spend the night at your house tomorrow?"

Yep eventhough I'm bald that kid still loves me.

I am not my hair

I did it. I got it all chopped off and when I looked at myself in the mirror I was horrified!!!!!! I am so not digging this shit at all!!!!! I truly have to marinate on this ish. This is stupid, I swear it is!!! This stuff will grow back and they have countless amounts of wigs and stuff to wear but ooh chile, it's hard as hell!!! *fighting back the tears*

Mom hasn't seen me yet. But I know she is going to freak out because I sure did!!!

Dollface wanted to come over today just to see because I told her yesterday so she wouldn't be in shock the next time she sees me.

Nothing prepares you for seeing yourself bald.

NOT A DAMN THING IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!

Simply amazing

Dang man I want a massage every week!!!!!!! I mean that was the best 55 minutes of my life LOL!!! AND it was free too!!!!!!! I'm so grateful for this cancer treatment center. They offer so much to us and everyone is so kind. I'm really loving this.

So I am still having a http://www.reiki.org/faq/WhatIsReiki.html Reiki treatment next week too. I thought this massage was in place of but not so. It was always scheduled for next week. The spot for the massage just came open and I grabbed it up baby!!!

I also got a lovely bouquet of daffodils today from them sponsored by The American cancer Society. Remember I'm not supposed to put that word in caps, gives it too much power.

Crazy, Sexy, cancer http://crazysexylife.com/ juicy Kris even spells it canser.

I don't know. I just hate the word altogether however the hell it's spelled ya know?

I'm feeling better today not 100% but much better. That massage helped me immensely!!

The hair gets chopped off tomorrow. Pics to come, based on how I feel about it!!!!

Thank you so much for the continuous prayers!

I'm blessed because of them and yall!!!